Metamorphosis…


Happiness… a bitter word sometimes…

A touch, a feeling, a smile… a flower, the look in your eyes, the moments…

Loneliness, holding hands, a long walk, sleeping together head to head, your smile in the morning, the way you make me feel when you…

When you pull me closer and kiss my lips as the world is sinking around us and everything bad vanishes…

When you hold me tight and you say forever even though it can be so close…

When I am careless and free and power runs through my veins, and the sun shines stronger than ever and…

And the memory of the good times is stronger than the memory of bad times…

When I wait for something bad to happen and it keeps tormenting me and the only drug is your presence… so wanted…

When I lay in the sun reading a book and I become the character and I wonder trough worlds of non-sense…

When the surface of my dreams cracks and I can clearly see the edge of the abyss… the smell of your skin pulls me right back and the depths of your unconquered eyes makes me forget…

I forget the stitches on my heart and I sink in the deepest black waters of life with nothing but hope…

Hope… never dies if you don’t let it… shines like the brightest stars in the night sky of the endless north…

South, east, west… one common place… here… there… nowhere…

There’s nowhere to go, there’s no place to hide from your own demons… chasing you until the end… the very end… and then all over again…

Again I wake up at the very moment when you sink next to me and my hand reaches to touch…

Your godlike figure that I know by heart… every line, every scar, every word written on it, every unspoken feeling carved in…

The way you draw my lines and whisper my thoughts, the weirdness of finding myself in so many different ways in this mirror-like vastness…

Lost in everyday choices and mistakes… flaws of being entirely human, being hopelessly crushed by my own weight…

The weight of our souls wondering in illusions of being miniature gods in our own Olympus… trident in one hand…

Metamorphosis…

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