Sometimes I think it will be nicer to write on paper. But when I do, I realize my brain is so much faster and my hand can’t keep up. But then we have keyboard prediction and text to speech and boom it’s easier.
But writing is about being in the mood.
OK so before I start, there’s a weird thing. When my domain was paid I didn’t have this much traffic. Now that my subscription is over I notice an increase in traffic. A notable one. I’m trying to write almost everyday to compare it with older posts and see the difference.
I go through drafts a lot. They’re silly some of them. It’s funny how infatuated you are about some things sometimes and then you go back just to laugh at yourself.
Some drafts are good. Some are jokes. They’re never gonna see daylight.
I love how my phone corrects my shit. I’m so sloppy and I hate to go back and check my grammar.
I’m thinking of monetizing this website, but obviously I’m too lazy to follow this through. Some adds won’t do no harm tho. But I’ll have to write a lot. Everyday. I don’t know if I can do that.
This is a post I’m writing right after I published yesterday’s post which was a draft from Feb maybe. Yeah, was feeling kinda victorious.
Anyway. I fell a bit into the well of memories and decided to reminisce some more.
He told me “Come help me fix my tie”. We both know what that means… Oh, but what a lovely little game! What a pleasant request!
And here I am, in front of you, pretending I’m so diligently fixing your tie. I’m not even looking into your eyes this is how much I’m into my play-pretend.
But I did see your lips. I do know your face. And I know you just keep it in for the sake of the game.
Not for too long, though.
“Kiss me” I hear all of a sudden.
And I’m not waiting for another moment…
Mhm, I take your face into my hands while you grab my waist and man do I kiss you!
See I would love to write fiction man but where the hell do I start? I’m no JK Rowling riding the train and then, boom! I write 7 books of Harry Potter.
I’m not even a Sandra Brown. At least not yet. From my tendencies I might be a pretty good one if I stick to it.
But I don’t want it cheesy and I don’t know if I can do it hardcore. There’s a niche of course, but you need to know a lot of words to describe the same feelings and actions on and on. I mean how would you describe multiple sex scenes throughout a book without repeating yourself? That’s a goddamn dictionary exercise.
Where does Stephen King gets all his stuff from? How much inspiration can be in a human being. Is it the alcohol? The tragedies in his life? Or is is just divine intervention in the sense of pouring talent in industrial quantities in some.
Anyway, dilemmas, dilemmas.
Hm, my laptop is not working these days and I live on my phone. I’m quite productive I’d say.
This is an absolute blab and I bored you all to death because you thought something will come out of it.
Nah, it’s just me talking to myself and sharing with you because, yeah, let’s admit it, I do like attention and I enjoy it!
It’s all love and evening writing shenanigans. Peace!